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Age

2012-02-08T01:16:00.002-05:00

Dad was telling me how he feels old;; - more and more tired everyday

Is this how all parents feel;;? He's still really sporty. . . which is why I'm surprised.

I love my parents- them telling me that they feel old worries me..

Time just flies by so fast it's scary sometimes..

I want to cherish as much time with them as possible- same goes for my grandparents.. especially since I'm not living with them as often now that I'm staying with my dad;...

Sometimes I wish..

2012-02-06T23:39:00.003-05:00

that we were interested in the same songs/ styles/ things..

we have a lot in common but.. I guess I shouldn't ask for too much- you're already so special to me.

*we really think alike :P we even liked the same guy before LOL

Things I can't believe..

2012-02-05T20:57:00.004-05:00

1. It's already February.

2. My university requirement is due next week.

3. I'm 18 and still immature despite my serious appearance.

4. ...It's February... 5 more months of school.

5. I'm moving in a few weeks.

6. I'm going to Korea in 6 months.

7. I'm going to University soon.

8. I got low 70s on my English ISP that I worked so hard on

9. I have school tomorrow

10. I lost my sweatpants :(

Birthday

2012-02-02T00:07:00.007-05:00

Thanks to all my friends who celebrated with me and wished me a happy birthday!! I honestly had a lot of fun with everyone~ :)

AWESOME DAY ~ can't stress enough haha-

Volleyball practice first thing in the morning- was really fun.

Throughout the day - people saying hbd to you in the hallways

Josh and Shawn singing hbd to me in the spare room lmaoooo

Razan surprising me with her beautiful scarf present !!

Smiles smiles smiles-

Niki surprising me with a beautiful heart shaped cake and penguin pillow !!

WINNING THE LAST POINT FOR VBALL~! ALL WORKED OUT PERFECTLY~ so much fun :)

Holy crap so Alex decided to give me the ultimate naked palette from Urban Decay that I've never seen in person Loll <3 omg so perfect :)

Everyone's presents were so lovely ^^ love them all thankss

2012-01-19T19:17:00.001-05:00

I need to talk to you like right now...

2012-01-16T21:50:00.002-05:00

This picture reminded me of my sister and I

I dunno; I guess it's 'cuz the girl on the left is a bit taller than the one on the right.

Or that the one on the left is wearing the colours that my sister say 'match me' while the other one is wearing red; one of her fav colours... interesting <:) I love my sister.. we don't hang out as much because of school/different houses.... after exams I promised to go karaoke with her tho ;) Can't wait!

Gotta use my time wisely before I go off to Uni~..... and even more wisely to even get into Uni >_>

2012-01-16T21:47:00.003-05:00

CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE. Being stuck in this inn is boring and ... just so boring. I get so sleepy and just feel like chilling all the time.. is that usual?

Tell me how my battery for my laptop drops by like 20% after 10 minutes... getting worried about my laptop. Is this because I haven't used the correct charger for like two days? Gah.

Back to the Sun Also Rises -_- I have the WHOLE DAY without ma friends tomorrow :(

Philosophy class field trip Lol.. ;_; ~~~ it's okay.. being the only person in class at Lit and Writers Craft should be fun... haaaaaa~~~ no.

Grad photos next week o_o boy is this school year flying by

2012-01-12T21:31:00.002-05:00

Gotta keep it up until February.

.. the next few weeks are the weeks that will determine my future path

2012-01-10T22:45:00.002-05:00

The manager of the restaurant is a korean lady who's 48 years old and.. she looks like she's in her late 20s..? She's SO skinny but healthy looking too.. :O

She was zoo nice to us- gave us a free mackerel fish for the appetizer, and whole bunch of homemade food 'cuz she knew we were friends with one of her close friends :)

She was like giving us tips on how to take care of our body once older- to eat fish and a lot of vegetables "You can do it too!" I will~ Just don't know when;

I've been gaining so much weight since like.. November.. late November? Getting really ticked off at myself.. last year if I was where I am now, I'd jump into like.. the 'isolation mode' with only tomatoes and cucumbers for weeks.. hated those times; Never want to go back. I'd love to go to the gym but I have no time.. especially since exams are coming too....

I actually wonder to myself sometimes why.. I can't be like my sister. She's still young and she's learning so many things that I used to want to learn.. really badly, too. When I was her age- I would just say.. that I had no 'time'.. or I was just lazy.. or maybe I just didn't have any hope in myself...

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Can't wait to get over this english isp presentation at the end of the week; I hate presenting alone in front of the class;;; especially when I'm alone;;

Hair

2011-12-29T11:28:00.002-05:00

She cut my hair SO.SHORT.

My bangs are higher than my eyebrows are................ dude;

How am I going to face the public with this for the next week -_-... and omg school.. great;;

Let's just hope it grows out asap..somehow ;

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update: Dec 30th

Mannnnn december has gone by sooo quickly :O~~~!!

I guess I'm adapting to my short bangs- I don't' hate it but I don't love it- I'm just.. content. If..that makes any sense..

GOING TO GET MA EYEBROWS DID TODAY with ma sistahhhh :P

Then having dinner with josh- haven't seen him for like 2 years holy crap!

had a dream it would be awks in a box but I don't think that'll happen

Uhhhhhmmmm yaa I've just been wasting sooo much time this week :( ...should've just been working or something but haaa who am I kidding. xD

So glad I have one more week.. but I hate how much time pasts so quickly during the holidays

2011-12-29T11:26:00.000-05:00

UGHHH

2011-12-21T21:36:00.003-05:00

After tomorrow is over- MY HELL IS OVERRRRRRR!!

Well today it was pretty much over since we finished our literature test/assignment and the Writers Craft uber-long test -_-";;;

Tried to do some literature hwk today but... there's no way I'm going to finish 7 chapters of that book by tomorrow to answer 4 short questions... but it's Mr. Gear so I'll try again after this Bible assignment :S

I can't believe the teachers are still going to teach us lessons on the Friday before break.. and it's a half-day too.. like.. wow;;... I understand that we only have two weeks before exams start after break and they need to start packing it all down but still.. :S

At least we won our volleyball game today against MT (: finally broke the losing-streak!!

After christmas shopping tomorrow- gwan have a blast with my girls on Friday-

Kareoke and dinner madness~~~ can't wait !!

...can't wait for this stupid egg isp to be over either.. it's so bothersome fetching the teacher three times a day just to sign the stupid sheet

Miss

2011-12-18T18:40:00.003-05:00

the absence of your company is slowly bothering me..

I miss the times we had just chilling- even if it was just watching suju doing some performance- we'd still find some entertainment in making fun of their facial expressions or something

I just want this year to be over so I can finally see you-

But at the same time I don't; After this year is over, that's when the inevitable happen-

I won't be as close with my school friends anymore as we're going separate ways.

I'm always fearing that.. I don't want that to ever happen.

I guess you could say that I'm anticipating the ....

I really hope I can make most of my year- this will be my last before a new 'life' starts OTL

University apps are scary..

2011-12-17T23:18:00.003-05:00

I'm really disconnected with my church..

Haven't been going to church since like September.. or even mid-August..

I think I'm going tomorrow.. but it feels like it's going to be like my first day of high school all over again.. I don't know..

It's just that everyone has their own cliques, I guess;;

Just scared of being judged.. well.. re-judged;;?

Reflection Post

2011-12-10T21:41:00.003-05:00

I'm really glad that there are people out there in the world that understand me.

If it weren't for my best friends, I don't know what I'd be like without them or how different I'd be

Blogging as I'm listening to this song: [CLICK]

If I could start over I think I would have been more bold when I was younger and not let them push and boss me around. Just thinking about how defenceless I was in the past makes me feel so weak and useless..

From what I remember, I shouldn't have been the 'bully' I was to certain people either.

I've been eating a lot late at night these days; I can't help but feel ..hungry. :S not good for volleyball practices early in the morning [I feel lazy and fat] or my digestive system either [food I eat after 8pm just convert to fats.. from what I hear]

I miss that innocent-fun feeling. Well, now I still share this fun when I'm breaking out into song with Alex in the hallway xD but that feeling when I was with you behind the hill whacking moths with tree branches haha remember that, Jar?

I'm so cut off from everyone I know outside of school.. I don't want that to happen to me after I go off to University. Well of course I don't want to lose connection with everyone else either but.. without these people. . . it's unthinkable;

^ lonely emo momenttttsss~~

SO. I managed to finish the 4 seasons of The Big Bang Theory in less than a month~ and being up to date with the fifth season too~

dude. what am i gonna do for secret santa... julie said she got me a present already but dudeeee I don't know what to get that she'd like;;; niki too- i have lots of stuff in mind but i'm saving that stuff for her bday present- everybody else is ahhhhhhh- i only have SETTT things to get for certain people but i can't bring up specific questions cuz that'll give it away. like.. 'what size of shoe are you' or sth like that.. know what i mean?

DUDE. WHY HASN'T THE PACKAGE ARRIVED TO ROSA YET? IM FREAKING OUTTTTTT~ if they tell me that this package has gotten lost in the mail or something ... i will cry myself a riverrrrrrrrrr

trying to do some literature hwk.

NOT GOING SO WELL. All I have to do is talk about Hemingway's life but right now I'm so lazy

..and hungry

dude I need motivation.. no.. I think right now I just need rest

Tomorrow I'm meeting up with the girls to work on our english presentation. I hope it goes well cuzzzz...... it'll be due in two days and we need to finish it tomorrow.

hope it's not just me ending up editing the thing; we'll seeeeeee

can't wait to meet up with alex earlier tho- gwan work out the plot and maybe work on our family studies iso or sth? we'll seeee~

i love food.. like actually- why do people need drugs when there's food hahaha

things i want for christmas...

OH YA so i got some make up today (O: HD powder from make up forever and urban decay primer potion- that i've been like trying to get my hands on for a year but have been too cheap to purchase it

thank youuuu seophroa for this $15 off coupon for purchases over $50... lOL i am soo cheap.

haven't bought make up in a while so i'm happy~

thinking of getting a haircut; need to either get it layered up or just evened out; ahhh i'll deal with these problems over break.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR BREAK. it's just i'm soooooo scared for next / this week. SO.MUCH.DUE. HOly crappp..

well this week has a lot but .. mainly its next week that's scaring me...

sigh k im scaring myself. gonna go back to work

why are they so beautiful..

2011-12-10T00:24:00.002-05:00

Dude if only I were a guy.. I'd dress myself like this ASAP.

........THEY AREN'T EVEN MODELS EITHER T__T JUST REGULAR STUDENTS oh goshh

http://lookbook.nu/nigel

http://lookbook.nu/whatdreams

lifeee

2011-12-06T23:03:00.003-05:00

the one that got away~

really liking katy perry's new song "The one that got away"

Coooo music video

To do before Friday:

- Writers craft short story and journal

- Editorial for peer edit

- Study for Family studies ch. 7 quiz..

Thank God the math test is moved-> next week!!! First volleyball game of the season on Thursday; I hope we're ready... guess we'll find out tomorrow during practice! Today, i thought, was a whole lot better than last week.. the practice against the guys*

hardcore tingzzz

been reflecting over life~ hearing over all these pp.'s lives in university and school seems so like.. 'woah'.. know what I mean?.. like I stilllll cannot imagine .. leaving high school and going out there.. into the world ._.;; i feel like some overgrown bird in a nest that's still too lazy to scared to take the jump

just scared for what's to come;;... uni apps and.. everything.. just scared

even more scared for next week...

wc magazine

literature essay

english presentation ;;

math test.. maybe it wasn't a good idea for the test to be moved o the same day the mag. and eng presentations are due;;...

i actually had a nightmare last night that mr westacott checked for my hwk and i had nothing done cuz he was listing out all these assignments i never heard of...

^ wowwww LOL sad

i just need a loooong reechaarrgggeee over the winter break.. which i'm sort of scared of cuz i know i'll need to be studying everyday;; which i guarantee i won't be doing ;__; ....

ahh think happy thoughts. HAPPY THOUGHTS.

2011-12-03T15:02:00.003-05:00

At the library picking up some hemingway books for literature class~

Sent the presents to Korea too (: Hopefully that lady packaged it right and sent it correctly;; I hope she gets it ~ approximately 5 days ..working day? who knows :S I just hope she gets it!

Yesterday was pretty chill- I haven't gone to pacific mall for like 5 months.. like..ac..tually.. so when I saw some pretty sick boots for $25 everywhere I'd go like.. "holy crap." and go door-to-door shopping .. didn't buy anything other than what I planned to buy tho (:

I need Christmas break -_-~~ I miss chilling at home with some hot chocolate catching up on Glee episodes that I missed and stuff like that.

These next few weeks are going to be hectic. I need to buy magazine material for Writers Craft and finish my articles asap..

Then collect a bunch of newspapers for family studies -_-. he's giving us an ISP plus the previous ISP.. which is suppose to be cancelled but of course he wants to make our lives harder..

Gahhh tons of Bible stuff and math quizzes all next week;;

Tomorrow I'm gonna help alex and tiff out but I don't think I'll be able to stay too long.......

Unless I finish everything today then I'll be able to stay with them tmrw but... we'll see

maybe i'll be able to have dinner with dad at the one restaurant he really wanted to go to

holy crap it's already 3pm :S.. math class really takes up my time but at the same time it really saves me from ms kim's class.. stress is building upppppp gosh darn.

SERIOUSLY GOT TO GET MY GAME ON FOR VOLLEYBALL.

Gaahhhh our game is on Thursday- I'm so excited but so nervous at the same time

2011-12-01T21:12:00.003-05:00

so embarrassing..

i couldn't play volleyball today and totally embarrassed myself

i think my emotions are reflected through my performance as well

gotta get my game on.. can't be too hard on myself or anything.. or at least try not to be;

no homework today so just relieving my vball stress out by watching big bang theory (:

Ma new CRRRRIIIIBBBBBBB~~~!! [and pyjama day.]

2011-11-28T16:06:00.006-05:00

woah so um I got "home" which is this hotel for now - in 5 minutes LOLOL I ACTUALLY LOVE THIS. If I "happen" to forget homework, oh! Let me just.. walk home.

Lmao. I always wanted this feeling.. walking home from school.. not in the.. 1 hour way..I thought it'd be a bother but apparently it's pretty chill- only thing I worry about is hearing ma dad snore at like 10pm (..he sleeps early) while I'm awake until like 12..

I guess I can sleep a whole lot more now that school's like 5 minutes away.. which is amazing

Goodbye 6AM wake up call~ hello... 7...am..? 7:30?.. [am I pushing it?..]

Today was so fun~ I love Alex and Tiffany~ I love how we can just talk and laugh and

Omg I missed alex so muchhh! like FOUR DAYS BRUH! Lol watched our viditorial over and over cuz like.. we're cool that way. I really like the ending- I'm glad she likes it too (y)

All I need right now is my gosh-darn printer... anndddd some..food.. because..... there's nothing around here. Well there's sunshine.. and times.. but... oh forget it. I guess this is 'healthier' in a way :S..

Today was pyjama [i always thought it was 'panama..' guess not] dayyyyy - loved feeling all chill and whatnot- LMAO english was ..holayoyoy- had to recite 10 Hamlet lines and DUDE my heart raced sooo fast.. I bet it was more intense than my first kiss will ever be {..i just realized how sad that sounded -_-..} but it went well..

Got an hour to spare.. should study but just gonna watch some big bang theory and thennn maybe take a nap. . quite tired.

Can't wait until twin day tomorrow (: gwan be twins with ma sistah.

...I hear vacuuming outside ma room- 'TRIPPYYY" hahaha

....I'm such a loser

Stressing out but not..at the same time?

2011-11-26T17:04:00.003-05:00

Doing my literature circle homework and it's pissing me off- I thought I was understanding the plot until everything flipped over and I'm just confused.. back to spark notes for the 100th time ..

I'm so distracted.. I get on spark notes, my mind wanders off somewhere else and I end up spending an hour on tumblr, twitter, ANYWHERE that gets me away from homework..

And then I get pissed at myself for slacking;;

TODAY. I have to finish this lit circle, get halfway through my W.C. review, memorize at least 5 lines of my Hamlet monologue, study at least HALF for my eng quiz, and .. what else.. oh right.

Family studies married couple assignment. I don't even know where to begin with that.. Omg.

Okay- I'll just promise myself here. Once I finish all these things, THENN I can go back to watching the big bang theory -_- deal? DEAL

IT'S ON.

my black friday isn't so black after all (: ~ well it never was to begin with but.. k nvm just read Lol

2011-11-26T00:37:00.006-05:00

Had such a chill day today<3 I LOVE BLACK FRIDAY!!!

Woke up today at 12pm and had brunch downstairs with gma and mom- talked about parent interviews that were held earlier in the morning and my mom's encounter's with my brothers' friends' parents

Rushed to fairview mall, got a parking lot and went shopping for like 2 hours- it was like the sign- "door-to-door shopping" <- i thought that was so clever :P

Got a forever 21 jacket that I really like ~

Then went home, watched The Big Bang Theory

Lately- well ever since that one writer's craft class where we watched two episodes- I've been hooked on this show~!! I've been watching like.. literally at least 2 episodes a day .. or tried to as much as I could after finishing my homework / in-between assignments -_- LOL i love sheldon he's so cute and hilarious lmao

...watched like 8 episodes today loll

and then I went out with my mom while my siblings went out for their violin / cello classes- we went to J-Town for dinner and was stuck between an awkward situation where this one woman who was eating with her son from waterloo recognized my mom and started talking to each other Lol while me and that guy were just like 'this is awkward' :S ANYWAYS umm after we rushed to the mall- AGAIN- and i just bought a whole bunch of crap from Garage :P

after i paid i was on my way out of the store and my eyes came upon a very familiar face- LOL

julie :P we both stared at each other, cuz she was like passing the store ebut happened to look into the store, and place where i was standing lollol so we just like both froze, tilted our head and made that "..I KNOW YOU.." face haha -

of course she was with jason - lol second time i bumped into them at fairview. so we talked a bit - literally 30 seconds- and then i had to rush back to my mom upstairs- went home, got picked up by dad, went to metro, packed my room- got a call from alex in the process LOL she sounded so chill haha and i got to talk to anisha for a little bit too- loll i thought she was bianca cuz i didn't know but she's nice (: said bye to alex [i miss her :( ~ ] - continued on cleaning my room/ packing for the hotel, hm.. worked on my lit hwk, big bang theory, lit, big bang theory and now blogging (:

AH SNAP so sarah kim was working at HCO while i was at fv! i could've totally visited her :(

and then i only found this out afterwards i went for the second time -_- lollllll dude there were so many tall asian ppl today at fv mall.. what is happening

Lol i read some funny tumblr post:

how i flirt:

- don't talk to you

- don't look at you

- blush

^ LIKE ACTUALLY.. THAT'S HOW I 'FLIRT' LMAO. .. WHICH WAS SO WEIRD TO SEE ON TUMBLR. lolol haha thought that was coo~ anyways tomorrow i'll be beginning my panic attack for the hwk i could've done today-

ANOTHER TUMBLR POST WAS LIKE..

Doing nothing all day feels great, realizing you did nothing today not so great.

^ exactly

LOL but ya tomorrow i'll just be going to math class... lit/family studies/ english lines/ writers craft.. and study for english... and.. family studies ontop of that -_-..;;; i don't regret doing nothing today though (: i really liked today.. spent time with the other side of the fam that i haven't been seeing for like 2 months cuz of school.. so chill <3

2011-11-22T23:54:00.001-05:00

in love with the big bang theory LOLL <3

Alex

2011-11-22T18:23:00.005-05:00

I love Alex

she always understands me the right way

even if I'm a little weird and hyper at times, she accepts that and joins along and I love that about her <3

just now i was getting so ticked off about this one person bugging me today

and she agreed to that too

^ so glad i wasn't the only one

Best fruit fly ever :]

fly and gnat. i like that. LOLOL get it? nat. gnat. ahhhh gr 6 jokes all over again~

she's not a fly, tho- she's a flipping fantastic fish. my fantastic fish (:

sorry eric :\

Soup!

2011-11-20T21:54:00.003-05:00

I've recently become very fond of soup!

Maybe.. since Queenie packed like all the food and once she's gone, I have nothing to cook/bake..

She put away the canned soup too... but I found the box and ripped it up like a savage tonight because I had nothing for dinner and was starving like a wild animal lmaoo

So yaa! Had some clam chowder with veggies and.. oh that was clam.. I thought it was some like.. preserved meat.. well it is but.. it tasted funny.

Ever had CHUNKY's? Good stuff, good stuff. Calories in that are sort of crazy but it beats having KD :]

Hopefully Dad will pass by Metro and pick up some sushi for me so I'll have something to eat for lunch tomorrow.

Actually did nothing today. Well I studied half of math, passed out and procrastinated for a bit-> Studied tons of English -> procrastinated -> back to math -> family studies chart -> more English studying -> food food food -> now working on Heart of Darkness.

Yesterday was so bomb diggity! Spent half the day with alex working on our viditorial xD Tons of walking and fun around downtown~ I wish we could have more time together but 'cuz of school.. our weekends are jam packed as it is OTL so I guess we'll have to wait until Christmas break before we go full out chill age (:

Oh snap that reminds me- I was suppose to go birthday present shopping this weekend but 'cuz of all the work I totally forgot;;.. Deadline to get Rosa's present: Wednesday.

Maybe I'll go to Pmall for a few hours after school on Tuesday or Monday and grab what I had in plan- we'll see; Hope it all works out.

Anyways tomorrow is gwan be some hectic day!

Math Test (DREADING. I GOT SOOO LOW FOR BOTH QUIZZES.. This test has got to make up for it...;;; Please, God. Please.)

English Quiz (I wanna raise my english mark -_-;;; )

Lit questions (I am currently bs'ing the answers right now hoping that the teacher will nod and just agree Lol;; I love his class tho. I'd put even more effort if it weren't for this math test -_-..)

and just a buncha other stuff.

NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!!! SO HOPEFULLYYYY i won't have to cancel with my friends to do work.. if the teachers decide to go easy on us ;__;.. everything is due on Thursday.. Great;

Writers Craft Feature Article.. I brainstormed on that over the weekend.. but dude. ... How am I going to get my grade up for that course.

English Response (Crapp...) and viditorial (do-able.. oH WAIT.. that means I won't be able to got to pmall after school if me and alex are recording at lob laws.. ah; I'll have to work something out.)

Hm... I think ..there was something else.. But I'll just refuse to recall what it is right now.. gotta get back to this literature question..

...how the heck did I change subjects from soup to school to work. Lol; Anyways yaaaa.. I can foretell a blissful winter ahead filled with soup~ preferably cream of mushroom. That stuff is amazing.

Thought

2011-11-16T18:59:00.003-05:00

At math class waiting for math class to start in an hr -.- been here for 3 hrs lol; haven't really done anything but study for math and some brochure I had to finish.

Something's on my mind....

Ever since seeing that tall Spanish looking dude from metro for the first time, I began to wonder how people spark up conversations with people they don't know.... -.-;;;

I guess I could have been like: excuse me? Where's the cereal aisle?

Tho.... I already like memorized metro after going there every week for groceries

Lol but not just that one guy at metro but like in general,.. I dont talk to boys often

I'm really intimidated >_>;;;

And I guess shy... ? I have to open up more but it's kinda too late right now at my school..

People just know me as the tall Asian girl ._.

Dang I don't know. What about university? How am I going to make friends....? Dude im such a loser right now

I think I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life -.-.. Well.. I mean until 2012 haha

Naw but srsly I can't talk to ppl unless they come and talk to me... :/

Gotta start studying for exams this weekend ( probably not gonna happen) but I guess I'll start reviewing. I really want to get into queens. reeeally really want to.. But then I don't know what I want to major in and arghh;; gotta stay over like 87%

Stuck in my head: Glee- rumour has it

I wonder if I'm actually going to die single -_______- sad thoughts saaad thoughts

100th post + Queens university

2011-11-12T17:41:00.002-05:00

WOOOW honestly I thought I wouldn't get this far.. and would drop out from blogging or something during these 2 years :P happy 100th blog post~!

Dudeee wowww my whole Saturday is already..basically..gone D:

Went by soo fast.

5am- woke up and got ready

6am- left the house with niki and dad to Queens uni

1pm- left Queen's uni

6pm- arrived home.....

We actually arrived back at downtown around 4 but dad wanted to do some furniture shopping so we just chilled.. now it's like 5:45pm already :S.. maybe I'll go to the MadItalian with niki and dad later for dessert..

Queens university

manna it's pretty big and it's like.. farther than Belleville ._.

I don't know.. I'm a city girl but I found it quite interesting.. like it's a small town, lots of caucasian people.. I'M GONNA BE THE MINORITYYYY for once in my life ._.

and ummm I don't know. Just.. pretty chill, comfortable.. homey.. but at the same time the buildings remind me of high school and they're pretty old too.. especially the dorms so it's like.. a summer camp cabin- that's what the dorms remind me of.

But I think I'd prefer going to Queens than UofT.. maybe? My sister says that I'd regret saying that because I love downtown and the city and night life ..hmmmm apparently there's not much in Kingston but I want to experience that! So like.. when I visit Toronto over the weekends.. I'll appreciate the city..more? Am I making sense -_-

But uhhh Yaaaa omygosh I need to raise my average. I learned sooo much about university though like.. I always thought that once you're majoring in something.. you can't change it

or.. that universities look at EACH INDIVIDUAL average of your 6 top courses but apparently it's just in general- like the OVERALL .. so I got a whole lot calmer. 'Cuz writers craft and fam studies.. laugh out loud.

I don't know.. I guess I'd like to be living there for 4 years <:) It's relaxed.. big.. chill.. and there's like a mini village nearby. Quite cute.

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Yesterday I went out with my sister and had some bonding times :P After going to the gym, me and niki went to grab some pho, dessert, then caught a movie: Puss and Boots (SOOO FUNNYYY)

I seriously recommend that movie.. at first I wanted to watch something like In Time or Mr. Bean but after going with what Niki preferred more, we went to watch this cat movie-

and I don't think I laughed out loud so much in a movie theatre for a looong timeee LOL it was hilarious.

We ended at like 10 and went back home- slept early for today's adventure to Queens. Applications.. ahhhhrrrhhhgg I think I'll start my applications today.. gosh darn I dunnurrr kinda stressed; Gotta boost my average

2011-11-10T21:29:00.002-05:00

Stressing over english literature at the moment;

Can't find any media comparisons to Heart of Darkness;; I need two more.. gosh darn

So hard :S

Apparently it's going to be super cold tomorrow.. and there's even a chance of flurries.... dude.

All of high school is going to Queens park to attend that ceremony so.. ;;; for a few hours I guess I'll be a freezing popsicle -_-;;;;;... It's a uniform day too... and they're telling us to dress 'warm' lol

Can't wait for the weekend.. though I'll be in Queens University going around the tour all Saturday.. :S There's gonna be a whole day gone but I guess it'll be worth it..

Yesterday our class got the usernames and password for the university application site.. omg I can't believe thisss;;; I'm soooo scared.. with my marks right now... ah dude.

I think I've become really fond over the word dude these days.. LOL I catch myself saying this word everyday- weird

scared;

2011-11-09T22:39:00.003-05:00

I found my textbook (:

But I have another problem...

I'm starting to gain a lot of weight... I noticed that I gained 4kg in the past like two months.. I need to control myself more..

There's no time to hit the gym after school since I arrive home like 2 hours after school ends..

Plus I'm so stressed from school the only satisfaction I receive at home is through junk food..

..Tomorrow.. bring on the vegetables..

Wooowwww

2011-11-08T18:06:00.002-05:00

How is it even possible to lose a textbook in one day when you KNOW it was in your backpack when u were going home... so pissed right now; I need it soon.... if I can't find it tomorrow I'll have to spend $100 or so on a textbook when half the semester is already pretty much over.. like really.......

so frustrated. eating veggie straw..chips or..something to release ma stress OTL

So I was going over my past posts..

2011-11-06T16:25:00.008-05:00

And I noticed how for both 2009 and 2010.. I had 38 blog posts.. quite coincidental Lol;

I also noticed that I used to take lots of pictures and post them onto my entries! I should start doing that again..

So yesterday I went to the mall with JK and we just caught up while eating away our lunch at the food court. Later we took some pictures at the Apple store, then after 3 hours we left~

After an hour-long-ish conversation with Alex on the phone..did you know that the world isgoing to end in 2012? I thought it was a total joke all my life until now. Lol.. and I freaked outwith Alex too... but after telling my dad about it he was so chill and revived my faith so it's all good..

Later that day me, dad and niki went out to eat at the most AMAZING JAPANESE RESTAURANT EVER: Guu. Everytime a customer entered the restaurant (after waiting for 45mins-an hour outside in the Canadian weather...) the host would yell out sth in Jap and every worker there would stop what they're doing and yell"IRRASHAIIMASEN~~!!"

IT WAS SO CUTE.

ahh dude... it was such a great experience- food was soooo gooodddd

.. it was an awesome day and I'm seriously enjoying my 4 day weekend

Going to be so chill today

2011-11-04T09:39:00.001-04:00

At the library sitting at a table beside the window while listening to Epik High.. and was working on some math.

Going to get my eyebrows done today, then stay at the library for a few more hours until whenever I'm done all my work.

THEN I'll finally go to the Gym.. that I haven't gone to for like two months. Even though I'm on the volleyball team, I'm getting out of shape -_-.. gotta start becoming committed to the gym again.

----

Tomorrow I'm chilling with Julie (Haven't gone out with her for half a year.. like actually o_o..)

We're going to the mall, then to a cafe- we only have 3 hrs to chill because she has class and I have to work on hwk again at the library :P SO I really want to finish everything before I stress over it all over the weakend... I guess what I'm really worried about is Family Studies and umm..Lit :/

Had the best first-trick-or-treating party with my crew yesterday

2011-11-01T20:38:00.001-04:00

second day of school

2011-09-13T22:32:00.000-04:00

hating itttttt.. ;

So bored

2011-09-03T14:35:00.002-04:00

Ahhhhh today is so uneventful :s.. I want to go out somewhere but at the same time I don't want to spend moneyyy- hehehe so cheap.

Dangg.. bored on a Saturday doing nothing... and slowly my summer days are ending, even though we have another week... but still..

Errrrmmm... I guess it wouldn't hurt to just walk around down the street along # and #..

meh.. today's so boring

I hate losing money

2011-09-02T18:06:00.002-04:00

haaaatteeee itttt- I always get so depressed afterwards. I'm not talking about bets (though of course no one likes losing a bet that involves money..) or giving away money.. I mean like.. legit..ly.. misplacing your money -_-''';;;

This morning my mom gave me like 50 bucks to spend with my sister.. to watch a movie and eat or something but I didn't want to accept it- she insisted though.. so I took it and said that I'd give it back to her when she came back from work.

After driving lessons I went back to my room and checked my wallet and it was gone..;; I was so scared that I dropped it in my instructor's car or something.. or dropped it on the floor while getting out of the car..etc..

So I went to the mall with my sister and I didn't feel like spending money at all- I was planning to spend my allowance on my mom's birthday present -which I will- but after losing/misplacing that $50 I didn't want to spend anything-

Later I went home and scanned my desk, room- and found it under my black head pore strips box LOL...... made my day

.......THE POINT IS.. I HATE MISPLACING MONEYY D: SCARES THE CRAP OUT OF ME

last minute meetup

2011-09-01T02:06:00.004-04:00

Met up with Alexandra today and hung out around downtown~
Totally last minute haha we were both doing nothing and just decided to chill cuz we haven't seen each other for 10 days.

Had so much fun- shopped a bit, ate fish and chips at jack astors, walked to college station and went home. Seeing each other again tomorrow for a movie and a dinner together- man next week I'm so hyped for our 3-days-in-a-row sleepover with Tiffany :P gwan be so exciting hahaha especially because school doesn't start for another week for us (:

Discovery

2011-08-31T02:08:00.003-04:00

Discovered the cutest little shop at Pacific Mall with my sister today.

It was just like one totally asian-styled small shop version of the PROPAGANDA store in downtown! The stuff inside this little shop were soooo cuteeeeeee- I wanted everything inside, I swear! After I get my allowance every month I am heading to that store to buy rings, earrings, whatever.

Apparently this unique shop in the middle of a repetitive asian..product..packed..mall..

just opened 2 weeks ago!! Man.. I love that store- new favourite store in that mall. It used to be Phoenix, that beauty supply store.. but after going to LA for a week and a half.. I'm kinda tired of buying make up.. more into the accessories and what not.

Cancelled plans with my sister for tomorrow so that I can work out at the gym~ kinda need to get back on track before school starts :]

I'm so glad that I'm back home~ oh!! I got my bangs trimmed today, too. Me and my sister were planning to watch 'my idiot brother' but after reading some online reviews from my phone.. turns out that it wasn't that great.. well some people said it was but I don't think I would've liked it judging from the comments lmao. So glad I discovered that small shop at pacific mall though <3 gonna start investing in some rings and plush toys for my new room in 1-2 months ;)

One more day at LA

2011-08-28T13:32:00.004-04:00

SO TIRED OF LA! It's been fun,.. a lot funner than last year's march break but I've been shopping -non stop- for like a week.. and it's about time I go back to see the rest of my family <3

School doesn't start on the 12th! That gives me a lot more time to meetup with my friends last minute and buy my books..etc.
I miss home <3

I'll probably do a blog haul post of what I got ~
I'm so tired of shopping here.. but I have a feeling that once I get back.. I'm going to buy a lot more things lol.. w-we'll see

Los Angeles day 1 &2

2011-08-20T20:03:00.003-04:00

Day 1

first official day at LA; got to spend an hour at the mall! I ran around Target trying to find the EOS lipbalm that I've been wanting to get my hands on for a while.. after, like, scanning through the beauty section 2 times I gave up and just tried to explore the mall as much as I could. I found a sephora and mentally compared the Canadian price to their given price and realized that everything in the store was $6-10 cheaper here in the US than in Canada...aaawwwweesoommee. I didn't buy anything that day tho.

I went into some store called Love Story and holy crap the prices were so reasonable!! They were having some sale and everything in the store was like 60% off its original price. So I got myself a pair of jeans for $25 bucks.

After dinner we went to some frozen yogurt place called 'menchie's ' and OMG is so coooool! I dunno- it was like that yogurt store in pacific mall .. but more lively, and had many more options. The toppings were all soo good and they charged you by the weight of the cup.

Day 2

I woke up really tired this morning 'cuz my grandma was sleep talking, which woke me up.. and afterwards she was snoring really loudly loool so I couldn't go back to sleep., tried listenin to my ipod but didn't work.

Anyways we went to pho 999 for lunch and then went back to that mall with Target. I didn't want to give up on finding that EOS lipbalm so I searched around the beauty section again. . . and also tried lookin for target workers but there weren't any.. so I just went around the mall again but with George this time.

First stop was at hot topic where George bought two epic meal time shirts- then we went to various womens clothing stores.. there was this store called 'love culture' and it was somewhat similar to urban planet but upgraded.. in some way. Bought some stuffs there- went back to sephora but convinced myself not to get anything there yet.

We passed by a few fast food islands loool SO SICK!! There was some crepe-to-go looking island and a curly-fries one.. we passed by the food court and found a cute little shop that caught my attention- it was called .. 'sugoi ' but sugoi in jap means 'cool' and from the inside of the shop i could tell it was sugoi lmao- and i saw a 'NYX' sign so i just like ran inside- omg it was the cutest shop evahhh- miniature food plastic lookin things, nyx cosmetics for like 50% cheaper than the price in canada.. and some gundam lookin stuffs

Anyways i got some nyx products then we headed back to meetup with my grandma

2011-07-29T12:55:00.004-04:00

There's only one more month of summer left, gotta spend my time wisely.

- Finishing my driving lessons

- Haven't met up with my school friends yet

- Work on resume

- Start going to the YMCA more

I can't wait until next summer, though. This summer was too chill..

2011-07-04T14:04:00.002-04:00

Finally got my G1!!

omgg so excited I feel so accomplished

2011-06-27T16:47:00.001-04:00

Love can wait for me

2011-04-28T20:57:00.001-04:00

and if you have a minute why don't we go..
talking about it somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know? ~

Yu Min Ah

2011-04-07T19:29:00.001-04:00

2011-02-27T20:04:00.002-05:00

Happy Birthday, Tiffany!

Bye, Julie :(

Hello, OFSAA.

2011-01-24T22:34:00.002-05:00

Today:
- got my 3/7 of my exam marks back
- watched half of "bend it like beckham"
- got my eyebrows done

Tomorrow:

- travel and tourism exam

- volleyball home game
- working out with my sister OR go watch a movie
- study for the second half of my travel and tourism exam

Wednesday:
- project with my T&T buddy in downtown
- review for upcoming tests
- research for T&T + Biology projects

2010-11-21T21:08:00.000-05:00

2010-10-20T18:10:00.001-04:00

2010-10-17T21:33:00.000-04:00

Reeeeaaaaallyyy pigmented-- too pigmented Lol;; !! blushes

2010-10-17T21:31:00.000-04:00

Somebody to Love

2010-08-19T11:57:00.000-04:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxIMXxBWAZw
^
AMAZING COVER :O

-_-

2010-08-05T22:31:00.001-04:00

Missha

2010-07-24T14:05:00.005-04:00

Yesterday I picked up something veryvery special~~!!

The package that Rosa sent me from Korea!!!

^^ So happy- thanks SOO MUCH for the 12039403984032th time

Missha's famous BB cream~ and their compact perfect cover ^^ ahh.. I'm so surprised though!! It arrived in just like.. two days o_o!!

;_; .. it was all nicely packaged and when I opened it ..there was a gold make up bag that came with it too !!! Ahh.. so sweeet..

I'm planning out something to give in return back to her but still accumulating stuffsh :)

~~~~

Cousin Christopher is getting on my nerves.. he's been over for a month and just waltz into my room out of the blue and jumps on my bed or.. just.. rrgh :S

I was watching ANTM the other day and I told him he should go back to his mom but he insisted to just watch it with me so.. um.. was quite awkward cuz it was a beach photoshoot and.. anyways lol.. he's leaving next week.. just gonna endure it for a bit longer ><..

patience patience

this week is... ahh..

it's almost
AUGUST. what is this OTL

I don't know the list of books I'm suppose to get..

~~ hopefully next year I can visit my bestie ^^

Hamburger Cake

2010-07-15T00:19:00.000-04:00

T&T.. very creative idea for a cake xD

2010-07-06T22:31:00.003-04:00

"Hyung, then you must've seen her bare face a lot"

"Her bare face is the prettiest"

ah.. that's so sweet..

Jo Kwon..

2010-07-06T21:38:00.001-04:00

that guy.. he's so cute LoL.

Jo Kwon and Ga In XD so cute so cute!!

I'm ganna turn BLACKK by the end of the summer!!

2010-07-05T13:02:00.002-04:00

i've been walking from like.. this.. very far place to my dads house for the past like.. w...eeeek? and ... the sun's like.. shining directly on me-
IM TANNING ALREADY;; TAT.. and i don't want to.. but i have no sunscreen with me Lol..
im ganna turn black

and no one's gonna recognize me Lol;;

its so hot outside EH?!
OHBOYOHBOYY... so hot
exchanged my coins that I've been saving up since summer last YEAR and got like.. $55 but.. cuz of the service thing i got 48$ ... cuz u lose like.. .11 cents for every dollar... you....get..? anyways
so yess~ so hot.. so hot so hot outsiddurr

=S.. I wanna go out
but I don't
cuz.. oh nevermind

peaaaacceee

~~i don't WANT to tan because.. im scared if my foundation doesn't match my face anymore.. Lol.. and i don't want to turn dark.. :S... loll bahah yes.~~

i should make a wishlist.. and like.. check down the things i end up getting... yerrrr~

Kiko

2010-06-24T11:01:00.001-04:00

Kiko Mizuhara

^
CLICK!

Fav ViVi model ~ ^^

she's so thin .___.

M.A.C. powerpoint eyeliner

2010-06-23T21:07:00.004-04:00

mm.. I don't like it..

it's suppose to be "waterproof"

but it's already disappeared from my waterline :S...

Also tried M.A.C's Khol pencil but ehhhhhh... smudged by the time I walked across the mall Lol;;

Mayannnnn.. can't find any good eyeliners these days.. D:

well uh.. I heard some are good but those are from the BIG brands.. :S

The Maybelline one I got is SOO ..garbage-ey

.. Lol;; the tip broke OFF like THREE TIMES already D8<... and it smudges.. too.. so I look like this .. panda thing .__.;;

anywayss... ganna try out the "NYX" brand tml~

Saw a Lavendar jumbo pencil there :O might get it~ to be used for special occasions but who knows~.. should save some money, right!

Clean

2010-06-16T19:09:00.003-04:00

After this exam..:

1. I'm gonna go clean my room
2. CHILL.. with my baby cousin :)
and my friends~

and lots of other stuff ~

surprise?

2010-06-02T20:17:00.002-04:00

Is this a new flavour?? :O it looks so yummy! - from the cafeteria at school lol.. don't know when to drink it yet..

- June 2, 2010

^ From peanut plaza's supermarket tone tai or something-- honeydew/melon sparkle drink ~

light green in colour- I don't remember the taste at the moment but I think it's good :)

BANANA MILK?!.. they have this type for "Milk 2 Go" but I never tried that one.. so this is the first Banana Milk I've ever gotten..
Niki didn't like it cuz it's too runny/watery and she didn't like the flavour but i thought it's alright~

YO PLUS- yummers~ :)

Can we pretend..

2010-06-01T19:38:00.002-04:00

that a i r p l a n e s in the night sky as shooting stars? ?

I could really use a wish right now..

wish right now..

pics

2010-05-30T22:21:00.001-04:00

gonna upload some new pics on here soon~
it's one of these topics:
1) drinks
2) fruits
3) make up products
4) none of the above
5) all of the above
6) bread (again lol)
7) posters
8) my room (lol pshhh)

Two weeks

2010-05-23T23:46:00.002-04:00

Omargoodness so I watched the final episode of ANTM cycle 14 today and OMARGOODNESS- i mean.. "OH MY LANTA" -hahaha- inside joke-- anyways
Christa won!! What the heeeeeeckkk~~
I hoped for Jessica to win.. and THEN Angelea.. and THEN .. darn I forgot her name;; but it wasn't Christa or Alexandra.. but the other one..
=S mayannn.. I don't think they made the best choice but.. mehhh~

Uwaaah two weeksish left of school left.. and then exams.. omyyygawwwssshh
Summer's actually coming SO QUICKLY
Wooooooo~

AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAA

2010-05-22T11:46:00.000-04:00

Lipgloss gift from Aerie

2010-05-06T18:29:00.003-04:00

So got this free lipgloss "aerie colour"
and the description says

"SUPERFRUIT VITAMIN GLOSS"

That's my first gift that I've received from my a-pass ^^~
There's this new event.. that's why..-- something ike.. on every Thursday in May, Aerie is ganna hand out a free type of lipgloss! So I'll try my best to get thatt~

I also bussed home.. and stopped one stop earlier than usual (closest to house) - cuz I wanted to ask Baskin Robins if I could have an appication-
When I went, the girl said that they don't give out applications.. which sucked :( .. she was nice though.. just sucks that I couldn't work there.. cuz I thought I could have had a chance...

Next up! Ganna try a Tea Shop 168.. they probably won't hire me lol.. but I'll give it a try..
If all else fails -> Mcdonalds

this is AMAZINGUH :O

2010-05-01T21:54:00.000-04:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUAPksxTDPQ

:D

Sick + Coconut

2010-04-22T19:48:00.002-04:00

Sick:

ah man.. today.. sooo sick..
I HAVEEEE to MUSSSTTT go to school tomorrow if I want to pass the test.. cuz I don't want an extra sheet ... if I don't take it tomorrow..
But I feel terrible right now.. :( sick.. tired.. throat that BURNS when I ocassionally cough..

anyways.. I just hope I get better by Monday.. or else I'll have a reallyreally tough fieldtrip week

Coconut:
Soo.. I just thought of the time Me, siblings, dad and cousins were in Hong Kong at this viet or thai restaurant.. and they had Coconuts! (drinks)
So yummy...
even the meat is yummy.. Lol.. I had coconuts before but this one was really delish lol..
Apparently I have... well I don't have but downstairs beside the fridge there's these "Coconut Milk Drinks" and it says "100% NATURAL COCONUT MILK!" or something like that..

I think I'll have it tomorrow... that same brand had mango juice/milk but haven't had it in a looong time.. at T&T wayyyy back like.. 4 years ago or so- they used to sell Strawberry milk.

good times good times~ they have this CALPIS strawberry milk one tho.. it's alright but I prefer the one form T&T.. though they don't sell it anymore ; _ ; ...

~~~~
HONG KONG

Aw man.. I miss hong kong.. !!!!! The food, culture, places- ahh.. it's so cool~
Lots of:
W a l k i n g
S w e a t i n g

~~eating~~
But honestly.. I didn't eat that much in HK.. even though guests were like.. pissing me off:
putting food on my plate
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT-
except when I'm comfortable with it.. =S but like.. whenever I got my chopsticks to get something from the turny circle thing when Yum-Cha.. everyone stared at me cuz..
"I'm actually eating" >_> .. I DO EAT. It's just that they don't see me when I am..

anyways.. ehe.. little rant going on there..
shopping over the weekend- IF I GET BETTER- and.. well actually i overspent way too much this month.. so maybe i'll just window browse until i absolutely have something i can't leave the store without Lol..

I'm thirsty..
Orange juice..?
Coconut Milk?..

=S i'll have it tomorrow.. already ate like.. a million peices of chicken at dinner Hohoho
pce~

C r o i s s a n t s

2010-04-21T20:01:00.002-04:00

They're SOOO Yummy.. but so fat

Omygoodness so I looked up the calories in a McFlurry today
- 'Cuz I had a mcflurry with Jar on Saturday for the first time in like.. literally.. 4 years
and it was like.. 88grams of CARBS.. o_o
41 grams of Sugar
and 550.0 cals OTL

'^'

I'm tired.. I'll prolly nap early today.. got a cold..

Miss

2010-04-19T22:24:00.001-04:00

I miss the times when I actually had fun with my friends at school
I miss my best friends
I miss those smiles
I miss those friendships
I miss my family

~~I miss being happy~~

I made it

2010-04-15T00:22:00.001-04:00

I look up to the sky
And now the world is mine
I know that all my life
I made it
I made it

~ nice song

Two in one

2010-04-12T17:18:00.002-04:00

Two birthday parties
One day

Aiyarr~
Already decided how things are ganna work out
but I still wish they were on seperate days

~
Sunny
These days aren't my tea

Hehe.. get it?

cucus = totos

Hear me

2010-04-11T19:58:00.002-04:00

I really REALLY want to watch this movie with all my friends~ I don't care how many times but I just want to share the movie with them :)

Such a cute movie~ funny too
Hopefully I'll find some time for them to comeover sometime- before summer?- and watch this movie ~

I h f w b i a h

2010-04-10T22:54:00.003-04:00

Bfitl
Idhmt
Wwslhm
Aomt..ag..
G..p..p..dlth

Sgtsa

P.. A
Wpaotiy
P..

Reflect

2010-03-29T20:13:00.002-04:00

I wish we could be the close friends that we were in the past again..

Through hard times we've drifted.. But I still want to keep our friendship strong
Slowly but surely I hope we'll get there..

Thanks for being there to listen that summer~

Hair Avenue?

2010-03-22T20:29:00.002-04:00

Mm... I don't really like my stylist at @Runway .. he's alright but I don't think he really knows my style that well.. I'm thinking about trying out Hair Avenue near Soban ..

Rosa- do you know if it's a good /decent place??
Not sure if you'd know but- if you do can you tell me about it :D

Too 'scared' to try out the other stylists at @Runway ... lol errrrrrr.. I don't know that many good places for haircuts.. MUSE wasn't good at all;;... James always cut my hair way WAYYYY too short whenever I told him not to;; ..

Gah.. I have to go find some recommendations ... D8

Los Angeles

2010-03-12T19:40:00.002-05:00

Going home tomorrow morning~
Had fun .. but in LA.. most of the time you're in the car =S..
Malls, shops, etc- everything's so far away from everywhere ;;- minimum time in the car going somewhere is about an hour..maybe? o.o;

Day 1:
-visited cousins and had a big lunch/dinner

Day 2:
- Getty Museum
- Outlet mall

Day 3:
- Universal Studios
(ate pho)

Day 4:
- California Adventure
(ate pho)

Day 5:
( got lost)
- Missed Sea World
( got lost again)
(had pho for lunch OTL)
- Went to Broadway
- Went to La Joya
- Visited the Salk Institute
- went to a beach and took some pictures there
- missed the sunset cuz.. driver missed a parking space- had a huge dinner .__.

Day 6:
- went to Disney Land
- then went to Beverly Hills and had lunch
( got lost D: )
- arrived back at cousins house :D

Yehh~

Haircuttt

2010-02-17T22:55:00.003-05:00

Need a haircut. . . prolly ganna get one on Friday morning if I can..
I dunno.. I want to leave my hair long but I don't know if it'll look okay D:..
Umum ganna stick with bangs in the end.. most likely;;
~~to cover my face bahahaha..~~

Happy ~~late~~ Valentines Day~!

This week is a 3 day-school-day week xD Yes~
Wow.. February is going by pretty quickly.. not as fast as January though ..
Then March
April
May
June
Summer ~!!

I really hope I can go to HK this summer again..
If not.. I'll get a job somewhere haha; But still.. even if I can't go to HK..
I just wanna go to Korea [mainly my goal in the summer]

That'd be my wish ~
~~not to see 2pm~~
Waited long enough to see my bffl~ Rosaaaaaaa~!! (Min ^^)

Hohoho~
Hope this year doesn't go by too fast.. at the same time.. I don't want it to be summer..
YET.
Have to cherish all the time I have left before school ends :)

Valentine's Day

2010-02-17T22:49:00.004-05:00

Sugar Cookies, Muffins and Chocolates from Merna!! Aww.. Happy valentines day!

And 4 candy-grams that I got <:)

February

2010-02-17T22:41:00.002-05:00

Photobooth with best friend, Jar :)

^^ Vivi November 2009 Issue that I couldn't find / get! Finally mine hohoo~

LOL..!! Waaa~ Micky (right) looks so much older now.. Jaejoong (left) still looks okay I guess

16

2010-01-30T20:31:00.002-05:00

... I just hope this year will be sweet
Didn't turn out sweet today..

I guess its 'official' tomorrow ;
Will things turn out 'sweet'-er?
3.5 Hours left..

starbuckssssss

2010-01-23T11:55:00.002-05:00

Exams are done~!!

Celebrating in the weekend with sister~
Mmm..so full..
Starbucks vanilla bean frap is sooo yummy... havn't had one since gr 9 but got one yesterday- never knew I'd miss drinking it that much haha~
Mmmm their hot choco is good too- but very filling.. their white hot choco is even more filling.. only had green tea frap 2 times aboutt~
what elseee... strawberry creme is yummy :9. their vivanno ones are low cal but their strawberry vivanno doesn't have much taste..

I wanna work at starbucks one day for a partime job or something xD
i wanna work somewhere~!! maybe after i turn sixteen.. omygosh im turnin sixteen o_o

i remember the time when i was in gr 8 and was like "woahh i'm ganna be such an oldie when im 16.. glad im not there yet-" and now lookie here lol;;

8 days left;
i miss my friend Rosa.. I wish i could spend my birthday with her... ><
this summer- i'll try to visit you man <:) i miss you tons

LOL; just noticed that i wrote a paragrpah about starbucks drinks;

Ganna watch leap year today~ and MAYYBEEEE if im that bored- and if niki wants to- and if we have time- watch sherlock holmes too
ganna be fuuuuunnnnnn... leap year's trailer looks so cute :)

OH! i finally got a plan on what to do for my party-
'when in rome' comes out before my bday...ganna watch that with friends ^^
and then do stuff haha

~~~~~~~~~ shouldn't eat anything before dinner.. mmm maybe vanilla bean frap later
i dunno

haven't written a journal entry in a whilee
wonder how everyone's doingg
oh snap- forgot i have to call on his birthday lol; pretty awkward sometimes
mmmmm havne't gotten a wishlist.. don't plan to either LOL;
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2010-01-16T16:29:00.002-05:00

~~I've caught a cold.. and I'm getting f _ _... and exams are next week.. and my ...last days of being 15 are dying away;;; I shouldn't be complaining~~

JBF obsession all over again~

2010-01-07T19:36:00.003-05:00

J u s t B e F r i e n d s
^ Click~~ <3
New version :) I like it so much!!
Original's the best of cosh ^^

Uwahuwahwuawhauwhah~~ so happy

don't you hate it when...

2009-12-29T13:23:00.002-05:00

someone cleans your room without your permission and throws away something very precious that you've been keeping for as long as you possibly could?

she threw away a birthday bag that i put everything memorable and cherishable inside..that i received on my 14th birthday..
steph's hairclips,hairpins that she got me, Rosa's precious birthday card, - etc...

sigh.. things that Rosa bought me from our previous meetups at each others house- were also in that bag..

all those memories..

;_;... sigh

Christmas :)

2009-12-25T23:50:00.003-05:00

Merry Christmas~!!!

had a HUGE dinner last night on Christmas eve
and had a big brunch this morning
and then had a big dinner tonight

SOOO FULL!~~~ aiyahhh gotta lose weight when school starts xD.. sigh OTL
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^^ had a good day~ great way to spend a Christmas by shopping with sister and keeping in touch with almond~
seeing parents, grandparents, and siblings smiling (+ almond kkk) ~

had this very heavy and thick creamed log cake from tastee's for 'breakfast'/brunch xD
uwahh. and then err drank.. ovaltine at pmall and then had this huge.. dinner at cafe28

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took pictures with niki as a memory [Christmas 2009]

gotta start doing homework soon tho =S.. before its too late and i start procrastinating hohoho~
hope to meetup with more of my friends before school starts >< !!! REALLY HOPE SO OTL
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can't thank everyone enough for the presents ><"
you didn't have to!! ..
thank you <:)

{Music: You and I- Park Bom }
i don't have my card-reader right now to put up pictures but I will hopefully sometime soon!
wanted to post this up before 12AM ~ boxing day
don't have much planned for tomorrow =S.. stay home, build the gundam i bought today [Gaddess ^^ i like the colours so much!!. saving up for Gaddessa after finishing the one Alex c. got me ]

ahh.. happy today :)
very happy ^^~
Thank you everybody <3
thank you almond ^^

2009-12-14T19:27:00.004-05:00

B r e a k f a s t :
1 lemon SOURCE yogurt [desert] (there's normal, exotic and desert)

L u n c h :
1 cheung jai bao
few grapes
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Between: green tea ice cream
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D i n n e r :
1 cherry delight SOURCE yogurt [desert]
1 red bean mochi

~~--mom brought me 2 'tong yoon' in red bean later ><~~~

2009-12-07T18:36:00.003-05:00

without words
sigh ;__;

RE: born

2009-12-03T16:39:00.007-05:00

natalie to title: aha pun :O

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why did today have to end up in a mess.. ~~got 'hit'..~~

when it was going by so well..ish

music: JustBeFriends- Usa+Plorez

eating: was eating this mochi ice thingy [stop eating!!]

doing: was trying to read science at 4.. lol

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Christmas shopping - this sat w/ alex? jardana?

Why is the sky blue when it's December?

sigh.

L'opera

2009-11-27T23:07:00.004-05:00

fun day fun day~ tiring but fun day overall ~

cake was yumm

fish pancake red bean was yumm

pho was yumm

dinner: starburst and sour skittles from ryan~

"Royal Chocolate" was the name of the small dessert cake ~ $5 but worth it :)

NINJA ASSASSIN

2009-11-26T19:34:00.002-05:00

OHHHhhhh wow

LOL OHHHHH WOW... so violent. soso violent...

they exaggerated on the blood spilling WAYyyy too much

rainrainrainrainrain

now that i look at him for like 2 hours.. i've realized.. that.. JunHo looks.. DIFFERENT

they're faces are similar

but like..:

JunHo's more -happy cheery cute - face

Rain's more- serious charisma - face

jah? jah.

BUT STILL... THEY COOOOOH~~!

the beginning was sorta.. uncalled for.. this guy starting off saying the f-word lots of times cuz this old guy is giving a tattoo on his back and it hurts- then he randomly gets a letter with black sand in it and a few seconds later everyone starts dying and blood and pewpewpew and and arms being cut off and heads being cut off and then that old guy: i've been telling tales about you for 57 years and no one believed me.. " then sword sound and then the title " NINJA ASSASSIN" DUN DUN DUNNNN....

me: .___.... w..woah

i thought the ticket guy would ask for an ID or my age or something to watch an 18A movie but apparently not so.. uh.. LOL yehh!

mmmmmm.. overall the plot was.. not that... great in the middle cuz i thought maki (the dark.. girl)'s friend/worker turned out to be this evil villain or something that was pretending to be good but umm.. apparently nottt.. ?

plot: [not required to read this]

rain was trained to become an assassin when he was a kid into a 'family' of other orphans who this one old pro guy claimed to be their 'father'

- rain gets punished every time he fails something

- this girl helped him heal his wounds and uhh they became ..close? when they were teens and when she was punished for not 'finishing off' this other guy that lost by killing him - rain brought water to her 'cell' thing

- they began to like each other

- she wanted to escape the intense training camp to live a life

- he said "my life is here" so he didn't go and she went over the wall

- she was captured and was tied to this wooden plank to be stabbed in the heart for betraying the 'family' and rain couldn't do anything

- she gets killed by the guy who beat rain in a fight

- rain holds a grudge on the clan and betrays the clan after like a few years or something

future: rain just tries to kill the 'father'

and these people who were researching them were being tracked down cuz the clan wanted .. lots of money or something so the ninjas were killing lots of ppl... to get.. money....

i guess the best parts were... rain's flashbacks and rain's training and the fighting in the end end

- movie rating without rain: 4/10

- movie raiting BECAUSE rain's in it: 8/10

hohoho ><~

rain's english wasn't.. BADDD- his accent is noticeable ~~i guess~~ but it's still good-

mmm...one part reminded me of heartbeat-2pm..

girl: [snaps this wire off a tree/bonsai]

rain: you're not suppose to do that.. you'll get in trouble

girl: i know. but i believe that it should grow according to its heart (..orsomething)

rain: tree's dont have a heart

girl: everything has a heart

rain: i don't

girl: of course you do! your heart says hello and it's nice to meet me. but it misses you

rain: ...liar

girl: i'm not lying! listen to mine-

rain:

me thinking: heart beat- beat beat beat -kkkk... [smirk]

a n y w a y s

quite impressed how they found some other people who looked similar to rain to act as rain's.. childhood memories o__o like.. one part when rain had to kill this huge huge white guy that wouldn't die to get his golden watch back to his 'father'- it LITERALLY LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE RAIN- except shorter hair o_o.. SAME FACE SAME.. EVERYTHING?..sortof? except the voice when he yells after being attacked or while attacking "GRAHH~~!" then it sounded more of a teenager+olderteenager voice.. and rain's voice is like.. manly and low so .. i was kinda..

"that's rain right?.. it has to be.. but the voice is higher.. wait... whaaa~~?"

all the rain-childhood-peoples- their eyes were similar to rain's.. ~~no double eyelid and same shape sorta thing LOL IM NOT RACIST OTL~~ but yeah still.. impressed how.. they found.. similar looking- rain people.. WHY COULDNTVE THEY JUST GOTTEN JUNHO?! lol but.. nahh.. junho's too happy to be in a violent movie.. i .. i guess OTL

Quote

2009-11-17T20:06:00.002-05:00

"Isn't it ironic?

We ignore the ones who adore us,

adore the ones that ignore us,

love the ones who hurt us

and hurt the ones who love us."

...(sigh)

miss

2009-11-17T19:47:00.005-05:00

source- peach yogurt

a few cucumbers, tomatoes

15 cal fuze

bowl of fried rice

a few cucumbers, tomatoes

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I feel so empty

~~not talking about hunger~~

I feel so cold

~~not talking about the weather or house~~

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conscience:

i't's hard to ignore something.. when it's in your mind 24/7

it's hard to speak.. when nothing comes out

it's hard to forgive.. when you don't have a heart

me:

i know.

UPdate + T&T [2]

2009-11-13T23:36:00.007-05:00

AFTER WALKING AROUND THE BAKERY SECTION... WHAT DID I FIND?

kinda got a little too excited- we didn't buy it tho LOL-

[CLICK ME]- 2PM: HEARTBEAT <3>

[CLICK ME]- 2PM: All Night Long

-uwahh so excited that 2PM's new album "1:59PM" has come out~

-intense day today!-roightroight? ^^

T&T:

- bought chips for journalism snacks next friday

- bought 2 red bean bao and one nai wong bao [ate one red bean and nai wong after purchased and saving the last red bean one~- but 1/3 of the red bean paste popped out of the braed cuz it was compressed under different groceries.. poor meen bao lol;;]
- wasn't any ViVi magazines thar D:> last week there was- and i purposely didn't buy november+december issue just to get it cheaper at T&T LOL ~~[$5 cheaper than broadcast]~~ the japanese ones are like $25.. but the chinese version is exactly the same except a TINY bit smaller and the words are in chinese... l-lol

- $3/2 bottles of Qoo <3~ style="color:#99ff99;">WHITE GRAPE FLAVOUR yumyumyum ~

niki gottt 2 bags of cuttlefish chips [haven't had those in a while but they're so yummyy]

-got some deserts and stuffs

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2009-11-01T01:01:00.004-04:00

Without words

2009-10-31T00:07:00.007-04:00

I shouldn't have done that
I should have just ignored it
like something I couldn't see
like something I can't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all.

I should have run away
I should have acted like I didn't hear it
like something I couldn 't hear
like something I can't hear
I shouldn't have listened to [love] at all.

Without a word you let me know [love]
without a word you gave me [love]
because you took just a breath and ran away like this

Without a word [love] leaves me
without a word [love] abandons me
wondering what to say next, my closed lips were surprised

Because it came without a word.

[Music link]

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minute, second

2009-10-29T20:35:00.003-04:00

Start: rough start of the week ><; Middle: betterishy
End: going good~

this week seemed so slow on some days but wasn't too bad
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had a good morning ^^ [thanks almond for note and sending me off-]
went to the ROM todae~ looked at the dead sea scrolls , learned some interesting stuff, had one of the most randomest conversations on the way back on the subway [LOLOL]
~~got caught on my _____ and wouldn't come off.. so i once i got home i cut it off along with a bunch of _____ >~~

SO TOMORROW!!- I"m meeting up with JARRRRRRR ~!
haven't seen her in like.. 3 months or something OTL
i miss her so muchh... ! tomorrow after school:
- fairview mall
- catch up on whats up and shtuff
watch a movie before or after dinner at spring roll~~~~

thenthen subway back homee.. at like.. 10 .____. ~~(scared... but i think i'll be okay;?)~~

ahhh can't wait for the weekend to come to rest my brain lol.... ~~wait on second thought..~~

this weekend.. can't really rest brain.. ganna catch up on some stuff, work on project stuffs, graaawwhhhh

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sooo halloweeen ehhhhh- prolly ganna stay home and ... like.. i dunno.. LOL computer?

~~planning to not to ____ anything next week!!~~
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NOVEMBER BIRTHDAYS COMING UP!!!
have to prepare have to prepare!~

music: Just be Friends- Usa x Plorez remix

morning

2009-10-26T00:12:00.002-04:00

Today really...

~~sucks~~

doesn't it....

B r e a d ● M e e n B a o

2009-10-16T20:55:00.023-04:00

T&T - B a k e r y S e c t i o n ♥
so today after school I was waiting at a nearby T&T for my siblings violin/cello classes to end-
I've been to T&T before but like.. only twice.. four times max.. and I've also been to the Bakery section but I've never Observed OBSERVED the bread there- I really like bread o_o
so soft and squishy and like.. lol i think i sound a bit crazy right now
- walked around T&T for about an hour browsing around the bakery section staring and poking at the different buns and types of bread ... L O L I couldn't help myself- PURPLE BREAD! I saw it before but.. it amazes me... l o l
I shouldn't be eating bread tho.. trying to restrict myself from any type of bread!- except today was.. an exception.. cuz.. RED BEAN! so yummyyy :9 ..i ate wayyyy too many raisin breads last week.. lollll havent had bread this week
In the end- I bought:
Red Bean Bun (1)- 0.99
Fuji Apple (about 5)-3.51
Vivi Magazine (1)-9.99(sold for like 18$ at broadcast...)
~~so i was sorta surprised that they sold it for only ten bucks at T&T~~
Total: $14.25
Natalie's Supplies + 14.25
Accounts Payable + 14.25
lolol some accounting for you right there..!